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DISCIPLING, PART II

SHAME, FACING THE DEMON

I recall the story of a man who was forced to witness the execution of his best friend, whom he had followed wholeheartedly in a very risky venture.  Before his execution, his friend was publicly exposed, and brought to trial in shame and ridicule, whereas prior to this he had been the object of public respect and admiration.  This man was now being put to death for his crimes while his friend looked on with a sense of utter hopelessness, even to the point of denial as a defense against self-destruction.  The friend was named Peter and he was watching Jesus die.  It was the darkest hour in Peter’s life, having previously followed Jesus while believing the world was going to change before his eyes, and that he would have a role in it.   Now crushed, he tried to forget his dreams and hopes, walking into the dark night of an uncertain future, the disciple of a disgraced master.


Fast forward to today.  In the average life, the average person floats along day by day facing the average ups and downs, ins and outs, fast and slow changes, and occasional surprises, holding on to the clouded fantasy that somehow life will “work out,” without ever comprehending what any of it means.  Look around you, how many people like that do you know, people who manage but never quite get around to deciphering the meaning of their life?  They sort of make up the middle of the pack in the endeavor of life.  At one end of the spectrum are those who manage to enjoy success and comfort, growing their lives out of hard work and a lot of good fortune, seemingly always being in the right place at the right time.  Now, think a little harder.  Ever meet someone who has been entirely crushed by life?  I don’t mean someone who has had a serious blow or loss and is momentarily disabled by the resultant pain, but someone who has lost everything important to them, including hope?  Yet somehow this hopeless soul has managed to physically survive, although survival may have seemed the lesser option at the time.   Their stories are sometimes so sad and overwhelming, or full of shame and disgrace that we avoid them due to our own sense of helplessness or disgust.  We would rather these people and their stories didn’t exist because of the questions and doubts they raise regarding the purpose of life and the role of God in all of it.


Let’s go back to Peter for a moment.  He truly was left with a sense of hopelessness.  He hadn’t quite caught the impact of Jesus’ words regarding his impending fate.  Although he heard, Peter chose to reject or suppress this theme from the teaching of his master, and was caught up in the hype and promotion of the “Messiah” concept popular at his time.  He wanted to believe that Jesus was going to defeat the Roman oppressor, set the religious and legal leaders straight on their errors, and bring in an eternal age of peace and true righteousness.  But Jesus had another plan for Peter and his other disciples.  He had known beforehand that they would not comprehend his teaching; that they would suffer the defeat of witnessing his death, and would be forced to rethink everything he said in the three days until his resurrection.  Here’s how the narrative goes in John, Chapter 16: 


Jesus, in attempting to prepare the Disciples for his impending death, told them that he must go in order to fulfill the plan of his Father. He continued to relate that they would become outcasts because of him, and that though they were hearing him relate these facts, they would not understand them until afterward: But these things I have spoken to you, that when their hour comes, you may remember that I told you of them. (John 16:4 NASV)  Even though he told them, the disciples still didn’t understand that he was going to die.  They questioned each other, What is this thing He is telling us, ‘a little while, and you will not behold me; and again a little while, and you will see Me; and, because I go to the Father?  . . We do not know what He is talking about. (John 16:17-18)  Jesus continued, he warned them that they would weep and lament in sorrow while the world rejoiced, but that their sorrow would ultimately become joy.  Yet before that they would be scattered to their own homes and that they would leave him, the Son of God, alone to die a death of disgrace.

 

In Peter’s case Jesus even told him that he would suffer the blow of shame to such a degree that he would deny any relationship with Him.  Yet when Peter challenged him, saying God forbid it, Lord!  This shall never happen to You; Jesus turned to him with the harsh rebuttal Get behind Me, Satan!  You are a stumbling block to Me; for you are not setting your mind on God’s interests, but man’s. (Matt. 16:22-23)    


As we all know now, this was a part of the large plan, and we take it with bland regard as a part of our Christian history.  Some, in comparing themselves to Peter, even conjecture that their faith would have kept them from denying Jesus, thinking of it apathetically as a simple test of faith.  So many Christians today see their faith as a walk of “self-actualization,” of becoming all they are destined to be for the sake of their own lives.  Yet the plan for the disciples of Jesus was to reduce their hopes to dust, to remove the human aspect of self-service and self-glorification.  Ultimately it was the brokenness of their lives, failure of their own plans, their shattered dreams, that enabled them to see Jesus after His resurrection and comprehend the true nature of their calling.


And, here’s where the demon lies in wait in our lives.  We are all being called to become true disciples, to learn what Jesus taught in its entirety, and to reach that point where we lay down our self-interest in service to Jesus.  Yet, just as in the case of the Disciples, we tend to take the lower road, the easier path, wanting to preserve to “good” parts of our lives.  We quickly forget the issue of forgiveness, and what we came to Jesus for in the first place.  The demon says that we’re OK, that we can get by on our own initiative, accepting from God what works for us, and rejecting the rest.  We want what the Disciples wanted, to pick the right venture and participate in its success, with a little glory for ourselves thrown in.  And, this is where it gets hard.


Remember the hopeless soul whose life has been crushed by circumstances beyond his control and by his own behavior?  That individual who has not been successful but has failed, that one whom you would rather forget about?  When that one comes before the throne of grace, his or her own planning no longer gets in the way of God’s plan.  The dreams are gone, the hope is gone, and one naked soul stands before God admitting to utter failure, perhaps not knowing what to ask at all, yet looking for some hope, some rescue.  And this is when the Rescuer of our souls, Jesus, can step in and become the Discipler of a crushed life, the Hope beyond the hopelessness.


Too bad for those of us who still hold on to the dreams of success, leisure, reward, and recognition by the world’s standards.  Too bad for those in the middle of the pack who can’t quite figure it out, but are sure that they will find the answer some day, and that some day their ship will come in.  The demon is saying “hold on to your dreams, press forward toward your success, you deserve it.”  Jesus is saying “Give up your dreams, forget about success, you will receive from Me what you can never earn and certainly don’t deserve.”  Your true self and your true destiny await you if you let go of the old stuff.  Easy for someone who has lost it all, not so easy for the rest.  He forced His Disciples to face the failure of their own dreams and aspirations and to wait in complete despair before He returned to reveal the complete plan.  The complete plan for our lives requires that we give up our plans.  In the event you find your life being deconstructed before your eyes, perhaps you should consider that Jesus is preparing you to truly have life.  You cannot be a disciple of the Master, Jesus, until you reject the former master of your life, you.

"Be blessed."

-Bill Zinn 

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Sometimes one man, and one man alone, sees a thing as it truly is, and sometimes no one else in the world cares or attempts to comprehend the vision of this solitary individual. The above phrase from Wordsworth’s poem speaks to this individuality of experience. It was named for a small flower, the Celandine, which normally goes unnoticed by most people, but when observed closely reveals an intricate pattern of color and complexity. It was interesting enough to draw him into a poetic essay regarding the beautiful and brilliant things that ordinarily go unappreciated by humanity. Wordsworth notes the possibility that he might be alone in what he calls a moment of “pleasure,” of more than just appreciation, using the recollection of a memorable book as an example of this revelation. Have you ever had one of those moments, moments when you were startled by the fact that you were the “only one?” Any one of us, no matter how dull, can hopefully recall at least one thing we have seen that would fall into this category, things that we considered beautiful or illuminating but perhaps no one else has appreciated. Sometimes they might be witnessed in nature, initiated by God, and sometimes they might occur synthetically, at the hands of man. Yet when you observe them it crosses your mind that you may be the only one who will ever appreciate them. Even sitting in a crowded theater, the entire audience paying rapt attention, there can be moments that you consider brilliant, humorous, or beautiful but go unnoticed by everyone else. ARE WE EVER THE “ONLY ONE"? In case you’re wondering where I’m going with this, we’re talking about that aspect of the human experience identified as “character,” either good or bad. Character is that elusive quality which is often defined in us in our worst moments, when crisis or external pressures are their greatest, and when we may be challenged to stand alone in our convictions. It is also observed in us in our best moments, when we are inclined to go along with the flow, enjoy the buzz of an exceptionally good moment, yet are strangely called to step out of this moment and follow a solitary cause. From childhood we are taught the importance of community through organized team sports, councils, committees, the voting process, and religion (Sociology 101.) We are taught that “no man is an island,” that one cannot stand alone, and that strength comes in numbers. It is important to feel supported in our endeavors by those we know, love, and trust. Without these we might never succeed or overcome the obstacles encountered in the course of our lives. Our community, family, friends, and colleagues are essential to our well being. Also, by and large these groups teach us the specifics of beauty, goodness, and desirability within their broader function as circles of influence. Consequently we also attempt to acquire or possess “things” with those acceptable qualities in order to secure the approval of these circles. If you doubt the validity of this last statement, consider the pursuit of “style” and fashion, particularly among today’s youth. Now comes the odd part. It is true that we live in a world of cooperation, consensus, teamwork, and “majority rule” in a democratic society. Yet, in our individual studies of the Bible, from Genesis to Revelation, does anyone recall a single occasion when the will of the majority was the right one? Were Joseph’s brothers right in throwing him in a pit and leaving him for dead because he was a self-righteous bore in their opinion? Were the Israelites correct in casting an idol of gold in order to party in front of it while Moses was gone a little too long on the mountain? Were the Israelite kings justified in threatening and killing the prophets in defiance of the edicts of God because the nation wanted to worship other gods and idols without being judged? Were the Saducees and Pharisees doing the “right” thing in conspiring to get rid of Jesus when He refused to be a team player? Obviously not. Even in those cases when the Israelites appeared to come together in acceptance and support of the sovereignty of God, these decisions were forced, as a result of impending destruction or oppressive captivity. In fact, you will only find one instance in scripture that really qualifies, that being the national repentance of Nineveh in Jonah’s time. Yet even this repentance came from the very real threat of destruction issued by the prophet. Except for those rare and notable examples of national or community bravery in the face of grave challenges, majority opinion has ordinarily been opposed to what we now see in retrospect was the appropriate and morally correct choice. Odd isn’t it, that though we live in a world of “consensus” and “majority rule”, there is little historical validation for the integrity of those concepts? They inevitably result in the deterioration or, at best, the mediocrity, of an organization, endeavor, or community. This concept is foreign, though. After all, we have been taught, as already mentioned, that our strength is in our community, and this is not a false teaching. Yet inevitably, that strength is misapplied, as the “will” of the community is corrupted. The real “Aha!” here is the realization that “groups” of people, regardless of number, are not responsible for the initiation of the great notions of history. Individuals are. All the great endeavors of history started with one person. What does the “Source” say? Inevitably I have to come back to the scriptures in order to get a handle on what I believe is the ultimate truth. And, I would like to gain some personal insight also. If there is truth to be searched for and found, is there also any corresponding response or action required on my part? So then, what does the grand “Opiner,” God, have to say about all this? In the 2 nd Psalm we hear the following warning to the councils and governing bodies of the world: 1. Why are the nations in an uproar, And the peoples devising a vain thing? 2. The kings of the earth take their stand, And the rulers take counsel together Against the Lord and against His Anointed: 3. “Let us tear their fetters apart, And cast away their cords from us!” 4. He who sits in the heavens laughs, The Lord scoffs at them. 5. Then He will speak to them in His anger And terrify them in His fury: 6. “But as for Me, I have installed My King Upon Zion, My holy mountain.” . . . 10. Now therefore, O kings, show discernment; Take warning, O judges of the earth. 11. Worship the Lord with reverence, And rejoice with trembling. 12. Do homage to the Son, lest He become angry And you perish in the way, For His wrath may soon be kindled. How blessed are all who take refuge in Him! (Psalm 2:1-6, 10-12,NASV) This poem, though several thousand years old, speaks to a constant condition, seen Biblically from the time of Nimrod and the tower of Babel to the Roman Empire of Paul’s time. Kingdoms have and will continue to conspire in retaliation to the sovereignty, and even to the idea, of God. When Jesus sent His disciples out into the “world” He issued the following warning: Behold, I send you out as sheep in the midst of wolves; therefore be shrewd as serpents, and innocent as doves. But beware of men; for they will deliver you up to the courts, and scourge you in the synagogues; and you shall even be brought before governors and kings for My sake, as a testimony to them and to the Gentiles. (Matt. 10:16-18, NASV) When Jesus said, “beware of men”, he was speaking primarily of the councils of men, although individuals, particularly the leaders, also pose a threat as they are threatened by any doctrine of true righteousness. So, now that we find ourselves in the midst of this world of power-brokering, ambition, and saber-rattling, what can we possibly hope to accomplish? Remember Jesus said “I send you out as sheep in the midst of wolves.” Oh, that sounds encouraging, particularly when He also said that we would be delivered into the hands of these wicked councils in order to be a witness for Him. And here is where “character” comes in. Dallas Willard, in his book Renovation of the Heart, identifies the faithful as “Children of Light” in an otherwise dark world. He says that we “are beyond the point where mere talk-no matter how sound- can make an impression. Demonstration is required. We must live what we talk, even in places where we cannot talk what we live.” (P.231) I recall that someone once said, “character is measured by that which we do when no one else is looking.” I would like to go a little further with that and add that character is also measured by our actions in the face of overwhelming pressure. In other words, when we are challenged or even threatened to go along with the majority opinion, despite our personal convictions, our resolve to take a stand for these convictions will be counted as character. We might find ourselves challenged in the work place, at home or with our extended family, in social settings, and even at church. Yet if we stand firm on the real issues of righteousness and faith in our transcendent God, this will be counted as character, and it is ultimately this trait which will measure our faith. As we hear and observe in our own community of faith, whether a church or home group, we then are responsible for actions in concert with these observations. Now here’s the deal We cannot gain that dimension of character that I have been alluding to without the intervention, and even the filling, of the Holy Spirit. We cannot get there on our own. Borrowing again from Dallas Willard, he indicates that “the mistake most commonly made by believers and others today,” is that they have no understanding “of the presupposition of inner transformation into Christlikeness.” (P.223) As humans, our conscience alone will not suffice to make us “good” people. He adds that this dimension of “Christlikeness” occurs as a result of the ongoing work of the Holy Spirit, called “sanctification.” Over the last several hundred years theologians have worked so hard to detail their individual concepts of the doctrine of sanctification that it has become completely convoluted, and I won’t begin to trouble you with the arguments. As a general definition, though, sanctification is the maturing and transforming work of the Holy Spirit accomplished in the believer. But this is the dimension that makes it difficult: God wants all believers to be transformed, or sanctified, but most believers want to keep some part of the world they find attractive, and consequently never fully submit themselves to this work. In other words, you gotta want it with all your heart and yet your heart won’t want it until you get it. Confused? How’d I guess? There will always be an element of doubt when we step into the unknown, just ask C.S. Lewis, but it is this very area of doubt that God loves to work with. Faith, by its very nature, involves doubt. Some may ultimately get to that place where there is no doubt, but, if so, it comes by the testing of their faith through great trials of doubt. Now we get back to character. When we, as individual believers in Jesus Christ, find ourselves tested regarding truth, morality, love, and forgiveness, and we feel the pressure to “cave in” to the seeming will of the community, our personal faith and character come into play. Obviously not all of the solitary visions of humans are correct, so you yourself must learn to test your own spirit to insure the integrity of your motives. Purely selfish concerns and personal ambition drive many. The devoted Christian walk is not just the product of making one simple decision followed by a lifelong game of miniature golf, with short, easy trails and windmills. Seek the solitary vision which God has for you, test yourself regarding your motives, and remember that you may experience it alone, as Wordsworth expressed.
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My current study has been in the book of Ezekiel, which has been a slow process, attempting to interpret its primarily metaphorical nature in terms which apply today. One particular theme has been coming to my attention: That both the world at large and the microcosm of Israel would know by observing the work of God in rescuing and restoring Israel that He in fact is the Lord their God. The phrase “they will know that I am the Lord, their God” appears throughout the book, and always applies to an event which can only be ascribed to God. Lets see if I can bring this even closer to home. Throughout the course of revelation God has manifested Himself in several manners, from direct revelation of His presence as in the case of Moses, through the prophets of power such as Elijah and Elisha, down to the poetic prophets such as Isaiah, Jeremiah, and Ezekiel. This variation of God’s presence in the world continued through the person of Jesus and the apostles. Yet one theme has existed throughout these revelations, that our God is a God who reveals Himself most poignantly to exiles and outcasts, not only of the twelve tribes of Israel, but of the whole world.
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"Be Blessed." -Bill Zinn
July 31, 2024
So today, Lord, what is my point? What difference can I make in this world? Do people today really want to hear the truth? Ever ask these questions, particularly about this time every year? I sure hope so; otherwise I’m in a company of one. Think about it: its almost rhetorical to ask if people do not want to hear the truth. Of course they don’t, it moves them away from being the central purpose of their lives, makes them “ungods.” Even most of us who confess Jesus as savior still treat Him as a one day a week problem rather than an everyday of the week solution. But particularly at this time of the year, when you see signs proclaiming “Jesus Is The Reason For The Season”, people are really preoccupied with indulging everything but Jesus. Oh gosh, am I preaching to the choir again? Sorry. The only ones who listen seem to always be the ones who’ve already heard. But catch the rest of it anyway. Even we who claim to be dedicated to seeking the Lord and His ways can be caught up in the reasoning and hype of worldly endeavors: " See to it that no one takes you captive through philosophy and empty deception, according to the elementary principals of the world, rather than according to Christ . . .” - (Col. 2:8) Try this: sometime in the next couple of weeks find a nice spot for a cup of coffee or tea at one of the larger malls, where you can observe the crowd, then spend an hour noting the behavior of all those who come and go. Assume the position of a neutral observer and take notes. Of course this means that you will need to take time from your busy schedule. But that’s the point, get out of the loop in order to see the futility of being in it. Take this time to get a little glimpse of what God sees when He looks down upon the sea of shopping, cooking, wrapping, and opening human creatures. Try to be open in your observations while also looking for latent signs of benevolence and love.
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